Words.Wrods.Wsord.

It's Take me on the floor by the veronicas. =)

Hey. GP was a bother. Aircon too fucking cold. I was shivering underneath 2 jackets. Felt like crying.
And I hope math tmrw will be as good as the first, although I dont think so.
I'm tired. 

The night is getting darker
And soon the stars will be falling down to rescue us,
Sing a song for me,
Lift me higher with your words,
Sing that cold melody.

So follow me
Onto the moonlit sidewalk
And take my hand
Grip it tighter, and don't let it go

Passions taking over skies
Leaving sand behind for them to choke on
And they'll try to speak
Negatively about us,
But they can't say another word
But they'll realize,
Jealousy has taken over their minds
And the words they try to break me down with
They only make us stronger.

Did you feel that breeze?
A tide of chills just swept over me
It must of been from the brush of your hand
Pull me into your arms
A little closer baby
I wanna see you standing
Next to me

So take a walk with me,
But keep the pace down
I don't want this night to end
Can't we runaway together?

Passions taking over skies
Leaving sand behind for them to choke on
And they'll try to speak
Negatively about us,
But they can't say another word...

Passions taking over skies
Leaving sand behind in the wind for them to choke on
And they'll try to speak
Negatively about us
But they can't say another word
But they'll realize,
Jealousy has taken over their minds
And the words they try to break me down with
They all make us stronger

The night is getting darker
And soon the stars will be falling down to rescue us.

You may not understand me now.
You may think you will not understand me forever.

 You think I am so sure of what I know,


but I don't.


But what I know is definitely true,

however small it is about this.
 
It took me a slap in the face to wake me up. If our friendship is real, you will forgive me....eventually. For having done that to you too.


It was for your own good, even if you don't realise it.

Lyrics | Flyleaf lyrics - All Around Me lyrics

Lyrics | Ashley Tisdale lyrics - Me Without You lyrics

Hey. So it's Heyya's bdae 2dae. Happy birthday YA! =)
school's ok, but i hatehatehate tuition that's cmg up today...=(
Must redo the MYE econ p1....

I had a gp essay test last thur....hope I did ok....

Sometimes I really wish I was lucky. Honestly, I think I have been lucky, but... it just made me realise luck doesn't get u anywhere.

Anyway, i knew the picture thing was a bad idea.... but i'd thought he'd be err spontaneous about it like the rock did. Ne, yanti?

Anyway! I'm going to see NDP tmr!! after madrasah... Hehe someone wished me a happy birthday last sat...it was... unexpected...cannot tell u who heeee =P

Anyway, I just realised I wrote 3 anyways. I have done 2 class stories, 2nd one's funny, if you wanna read em just holla! =D

Peace,
Black

See title above.

QUIZZES!!! Me luuurve quizzes.. =)












Heyya's Summer Food and success rate:

Hey. So here I am at home, bored out of my skull and attepting to study.... So I decided to post an entry instead. It frustrates me that fanfiction is starting to bore me... I think I have read alll the good ones that have a good 1000+ to 4000+ reviews already. What a sad day. The day I get bored reading fanfiction.

No, this will not do. So I made a vow to myself, after a levels I will start updating my stories on the site again. And make it a less boring place for other people's sake.
=)

Anyway, I have been dreaming weird stuff lately. No, yesterday's dream about action reaction force and normal contact force didn't count. Hahahaha....i'm serious.
So what's worse than that?
Flamingoes. That's what. It's pretty weird you know, not thinking bout it and then dreaming about IT. It's like it doesn't want to let me go.

Anyway, if you guys haven't noticed, I got new earrings! Of course it's black =) my trademark but I have some...additions to it. It's KAKASHI's and ITACHI's FACE on it! My 2 darling husbands...heeeeheee. (Scoffs;Yeah right)

Anyway the other good news is, I'm moving! And it's not overseas...yet. =) Not for another good 4 years probably. (forgot to tell heyya that <3) It's at AMK area. Far I know. The house is a condo, called Grande Vista. It's beautiful. I'm not going into money-wise details, but I can tell you it's as expensive as it looks. I heard there are a lot of people our age there...*snickers:time to meet new guys...* So...it'd.be.cool. =)

I want a bag. I need a bag. Why? Because every term, I always have a new bag! And I need new glasses. This one I'm having has been with me for 4 years or 3. Scratches and all that jazz.

Anyway, today's topic of discussion is: What am I aiming for? University of course, because I'm in JC. But what am I aiming for exactly?

Hurhur. I previously wanted law. Then my mum(flat-out) said no, unless it's something like property and doesn't require a lot of time spent. Yadayada.
Then I wanted psychology. But to be a practising one, I have to have Masters first. What a hassle man. 7-8 years gone.
Then I decided that social work is nice, cause I get to help people. (like psychology)
But I have to be emotionally strong and handle the stress at the same time.
Does emotionally strong means having a lot of experiences? If it does, then you can leave me there to fend for myself.
But no. Emotionally strong is how you come out of the hardships in life. Do you leave with just a few bruises, a scratch here or there, or do you come out crawling on your hands and knees? I used to do a lot of the latter, but when one repeats the same hardship over and over again, there's bound to be a numb feeling.
Is that emotional strength? Is it?Is it the ability to symphatise with the person and understand what he/she is going through, but not getting affected by it?

Let me share a little secret between the 2 of us: My motto, what I live my life on, is this:

When you can't help yourself, help others. It makes you feel better.

But then my mum posed another question when I told her that, and it got me thinking.

When you can't even help yourself, how can you help others?

So I wondered.

Lol. Anyway this is my current song: Hair By Ashley Tisdale

Cute and quirky and danceable. =P

 

I'm in disarray, I'm unkempt
And I love the sugar
Yeah this is what you do
When you run your fingers through my hair
In the morning I'm feeling
like a sexy superstar

Why, why did you rock my party
Wanna make me say (hey)
you're the only one
That keeps me singing, la, la, la
I love to smell your t-shirt
I like the way you are
But most of all I like it, like it

I like what you do to my hair
Who knew that looking a mess
could feel so good
I like what you do to my hair
Toss it up, tease it, run
your fingers through it
Oh, how you do it
Now go and mess it up
Mess it up, baby mess it up
Mess it up, mess it up
Do what you like, can't get enough, oh
I like what you do to my hair
Who knew that looking a mess
could feel so good

I'm un-perfect, so un-me
But I love your sugar
See, this is what you do
You get my ponytail
Beside my bangs you're laughable
I don't mind cause
I think it's kinda super cool

Why, why did you rock my party
Wanna make me say (hey)
you're the only one
That keeps me singing, la, la, la
I love to smell your t-shirt
I like the way you are
But most of all I like it, like it

I like what you do to my hair
Who knew that looking a mess
could feel so good
I like what you do to my hair
Toss it up, tease it, run
your fingers through it
Oh, how you do it
Now go and mess it up
Mess it up, baby mess it up
Mess it up, mess it up
Do what you like, can't get enough, oh
I like what you do to my hair
Who knew that looking a mess
could feel so good

Tonight I'm gonna fix it up real nice
A surely dab of pearls
I want you to mess them up
I'll put on a bow
Cause I want you to know
That you got your name on my heart
You wake up at it
I like the way that you do it baby

I like what you do to my hair
Who knew that looking a mess
could feel so good
I like what you do to my hair
Toss it up, tease it, run
your fingers through it
Oh, how you do it
Now go and mess it up
Mess it up, baby mess it up
Mess it up, mess it up
Do what you like, can't get enough, oh
I like what you do to my hair
Who knew that looking a mess
could feel so good

Heytchs! Phy was a killer. Mainly because I didn't study for it.

Everytime near exams, theres dramadramadrama. And no, it's not on tv. But its fine now I guess. =) I'm so tired. Can you believe I actually fell alseep for econs?
FUCK man. I could have attempted the 8m question and finish on time. and at least pass... Now I don't think I can yo. =/

It's been funny, cos everyday after exam, the class goes down to the canteen laughing our heads off and joking around. It's like the exam killed a 100000 of our brain cells and we became 22 clones of YANTI. (shivers...)

AND, to top it off, I HAVE TO Tell YOU what happened today. LOLOL!
(serious voice) So after Physics was over, and everyone was tired and all, Mr Chee was telling us to leave the hall 2rows by 2 rows. So when he said the next 2 rows can leave, Yanti stood up, adjust her skirt. It was NOT our turn to leave yet, so I sat there amused, waiting for her to realise she had to sit down. After a good 5 seconds, she noticed me sitting down in front of her and went
"OOOOOOOoooooohhh....Hahahhahahahhahahaha"
It was like super loud and Mr Chee did a double take at the sound and saw Yanti and HIS FACE WAS PRICELESS.

It was a WTH WAS THAT A LAUGH?? kind of look and WhyTH as that idiot standing up kind of look. (disbelief look) (I wonder if it's at yanti's stupidity or her laugh or just HER)Then he looked at me and we did telepathy. I told him it's normal for her to do this kinda thing and he got it. HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH. Well Yanti should be  happy. At least he'll be researching on Yetis now as we speak.

...Yeah that's it actually. LOL.

OH. and I want you all to hear the most beautiful song o=in Japan. Ain't kidding, the violins, bells, organs, HER voice. Here's the beautiful lyris, about life...and love. The piece is called Heaven.

What you offered straight to me
With a smile for the last time
Was just so beautiful
That I gave way to tears

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love

We sought for each other
Lost ourselves at times
And found each other at last
So whatever result may be waiting for us

It's nothing but
Destiny

la la la la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la la la la

In the sky you set out for
Stars are shining tenderly upon me

Stay by my side, my love
Crossing over time and changing your shape
You see? The future we haven't yet seen
Remains here like this

Stay by my side, my love
Crossing over time and changing your shape
The future we haven't yet seen
Remains here

Trust me, my love
You live within me
So I'll never
Say good-bye to you

Surely, that day
The two of us touched love...

Heaven=Ayumi Hamasaki

Heytchs.
Blogger sucks, just keep hanging. Trying out livejournal for once.
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